I feel happy sometimes maybe once a day, but the rest is filled with pretending to be something I’m not. I act all confident and strong but all I am is weak and scared, I put a smile on my face so no one is ever worried. I don’t want to pretend anymore…
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Is there anyone you trust well enough to keep it secret? Someone you can be honest with that won’t take it the wrong way?
I don’t know and maybe I’ll never know
Then stop pretending. You don’t have to put on a smile for everyone else when it’s tearing you apart. And it’s totally ok to have fear. There would be no such thing as courage if there was no fear.
Thanks maybe I’ll give it a shot