Would you rather have someone take your pain away for a while knowing it will eventually come back or never have relief and just build more towards where ever you are aimed? Hopefully you are aimed at some end point.
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The only way my pain is going away is if someone kills me, so I will go with the first option.
I take it you have outs and it’s just a matter of your husband….?
Recklessly teemed with that mood we all deal with what will it take to “end” it.
If pain was simply taken away I would imagine that I wouldn’t be happy, simply indifferent, and that would leave me feeling empty, like a zombie and that wouldn’t be all that better than feeling pain. So I’ll take option #2 because pain is a normal reaction and when it becomes too much to handle it will find goal(good or bad) to aim you towards.