My God is laughing at me and telling me to hang myself. I’ve been pacing on and off for two or three hours and the rope is still on my mind. It won’t leave.
Focus on the whispers behind the screams, no matter how small. Know that you have people in your life who care for you. Be strong, be brave, sending you hugs.
Last night I felt the same, I have a feeling I’ll feel the way you do in the morning. I been thinking of committing suicide for over a month now. I don’t want to die. But I sometimes feel it’s the only option to end the pain.
I been looking at ways people hang themselves, it’s really scary, looks painful. I can’t afford a gun, plus that looks scary too. I wish someone could just kill painlessly in my sleep.
A lot of people would agree with you. Most people want to go painlessly. It makes sense.
Personally though, I’ve never been able to relate to that. Not to sound edgy or anything. I’ve just always either wanted a painful m3thod, or one with some kind of personal significance to me.
The worst to me seem drowning, jumping of a cliff or building, getting hit by a train.
Exit gas bag seems like too many things could go wrong. Seems very complicated, pills seem to lengthy and sound painful and a lot if things could go wrong. I want to go painlessly, with out knowing when it’s going to happen, I don’t want to know it’s happening. I also would prefer not to be a bad sight at the end. None the less hanging is what is been going through my mind for over a month now.
Hi
I’m new here. I’m shy of 60. Anyone out there around my age?
I’ve survived a suicide attempt. Not thrilled to have to continue but like those before me I can’t do some things eg hanging or jumping off a height.
Seems so sad to be writing here.
I’m 32 year old male and now it’s me who is pacing back and forth, I tried a belt to see if it could work to hang myself.it seems like it could do the job.
Thinking of doing it at work. I want to do it today, the mental pain is bad today.
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I know how you feel. U want to talk about it?
Focus on the whispers behind the screams, no matter how small. Know that you have people in your life who care for you. Be strong, be brave, sending you hugs.
Thank you. I appreciate it.
Seems tonight is one of those night whiskered.
I can’t say how hood I feel that you continue to fight the good fight.
good. Drunknown typing.
Thank you, Hazy. I don’t know how much longer I can fight though
mostly same here cept I’ve spent the hours curled up in different spots.
I’m sorry to hear that
Last night I felt the same, I have a feeling I’ll feel the way you do in the morning. I been thinking of committing suicide for over a month now. I don’t want to die. But I sometimes feel it’s the only option to end the pain.
I been looking at ways people hang themselves, it’s really scary, looks painful. I can’t afford a gun, plus that looks scary too. I wish someone could just kill painlessly in my sleep.
A lot of people would agree with you. Most people want to go painlessly. It makes sense.
Personally though, I’ve never been able to relate to that. Not to sound edgy or anything. I’ve just always either wanted a painful m3thod, or one with some kind of personal significance to me.
The worst to me seem drowning, jumping of a cliff or building, getting hit by a train.
Exit gas bag seems like too many things could go wrong. Seems very complicated, pills seem to lengthy and sound painful and a lot if things could go wrong. I want to go painlessly, with out knowing when it’s going to happen, I don’t want to know it’s happening. I also would prefer not to be a bad sight at the end. None the less hanging is what is been going through my mind for over a month now.
Are you getting help, whiskered?
Pills that don’t work and a therapist that says nothing I haven’t heard before. That’s about it.
Unless you mean right at this very moment, in which case the answer is no.
Considered changing therapists? Or weaning yourself off the pills?
Hi
I’m new here. I’m shy of 60. Anyone out there around my age?
I’ve survived a suicide attempt. Not thrilled to have to continue but like those before me I can’t do some things eg hanging or jumping off a height.
Seems so sad to be writing here.
You should probably write your own post.
I’m 60 and two thirds. What I failed to do would not count as an attempt around here but sure as hell changed my life. Sad there has to be a here.
don’t do it
I’m 32 year old male and now it’s me who is pacing back and forth, I tried a belt to see if it could work to hang myself.it seems like it could do the job.
Thinking of doing it at work. I want to do it today, the mental pain is bad today.
I feel your words but can’t think of what to say.