It feels like such a relief when I put my head down to sleep during the day. I can’t sleep at night but when I lay down and find myself drifting away it’s a great feeling. I wish I could sleep all the time and sleep forever. Lately I haven’t been eating during the day and it makes me super light-headed which helps me sleep… gosh it’s so messed up.I am so messed up
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Oh dear, I know that not eating makes you feel good. But it’s not a good thing to do. It’ll make everything harder now and for later. If you need to sleep try some music for sleeping, if you like.
@sleepwalker I know it’s not a wise move this whole no eating crap but I feel at times it’s the only thing I have control over. It ends up totally kicking me in my ass but sometimes it’s a state of familiarity we seek to find solace. Even if it’s a vicious cycle
I understand. You probably don’t have the energy to care right now, but when you do, try to find a hobby that helps you feel to be in control, so you don’t need to starve yourself. Or do something new with your style or hair. Just something a little fun.
I will try that, thank you 🙂
See that is the first problem when you’d rather be asleep than awake and then when you are awake nothing happens other than something clawing/gnawing at your insides