Some of you guys might remember me, I was supposed to be dead beginning of this year but I keep changing my schedule, I keep changing the date to another one, this is bad, really bad? Honestly I wonder why most of us cease with this issue? It only went worse from the date I was supposed to be dead. Society got me destroyed, technically I broke up with most of my friends, including my best friend just a week ago. Two weeks ago I finally managed to tell my crush about my feelings, which well didn’t end up that well because it turns out she had to share it and I’ve been made fun for a while now. I got my state exam in around a week or so and everything is going down hill. I’m waking up, going to work, getting home gaming and repeat. It got so boring and lonely I’m having break downs from time to time, and I might just have insomnia.
I got a lot of health issues developing, and I got real huge self esteem problems where I state on some of my old posts, but again it is how it is I’m just going to go with the flow from here and on.