I had to leave work early for my therapist appointment. I planned on going back after, but kinda had a feeling I’d be sent to the Er for evaluation.
and I was
they didn’t keep me, I guess even the nurses there said staying at that particular ward again would be detrimental to me, because they had to close the men’s ward and now they’re mixed with the women.
Honestly, I can usually handle this darkness but it gets to the point that it’s too dark, and it wants you dead, and you’re trying to find the help but you’re so exhausted. I might have to go back, if I don’t get better soon.
Also, Shephard, if you see this please let me know
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I’m sorry, that sounds rough. is there any other hospital at least relatively nearby that could have separate wards if it gets to that point again?
oh, and he replied on your last post..
Nah I’d probably go to one way out from around here or something. It’s better than the one I was in before. Eh, we’ll see
Yeah I saw, thankfully I have the closure now.
well, hopefully it’s not something you’ll have to deal with.
closure is definitely a good thing to have.
It’s just weird because it’s like, something I can’t see wants me dead. I don’t know if anyone else feels the same
I’ve never felt that, but odds are someone else on here has.
I think I can understand, though. especially with things out of our control happening..
It might be a spiritual thing, so I can understand why maybe it isn’t the same feeling for someone else. I mean, we are our own worst enemies, so maybe it isn’t even a demon at all