Haha sure I think that’s good enough! It’s nice to meet you. How are you today? What’s your favorite animal? And by the way, my email is devinbelver@yahoo if you’d ever like someone to email.
Nice to meet you (even though I didn’t really meet you). I feel weird. I’m striving to find what I want. Where I want to be. It feels like finding my favorite animal is going to help me in my search (thank you for asking). I need to discover myself finally; completely. Lets travel inside to find ourselves. What’s inside you? Look hard, look deep and don’t lie to yourself. What is that you want?
the world made more sense when you were around.. I didn’t feel lonely. You were different from anyone else I’ve met. Even when I don’t talk to you, I still think of you. But I’ve messaged you a few times on snap chat the past 2 weeks or so, and I thought you were ignoring them. I didn’t realize until the day of this post you didn’t even know I sent any. I didn’t want to bug you with an email, so I posted because at least then i didn’t feel like I was being too pushy. You don’t have to message me or reply or anything if you don’t want to. I just want you to know that, if you’d ever like to talk, about anything. There’s no one I’d rather talk to.
You met me without trying to find me, maybe that’s why I’m different and why you can’t find someone like me. There’s nothing for me to talk about, life’s repetitive and nothing has changed. If you need to talk, we can talk.
I didn’t want to message you because I’m always afraid of forcing people to talk to me. Or making them feel like they have to talk to me.. so please, if you don’t care to, I would understand. And I’d leave you alone.
I sometimes write in a notebook I have like, a diary type thing. Where, i would talk about thoughts or my day or whatever. But as if I were talking to you. And my idea was, I would send it to you, 6 months, or a year later, and it would be like a letter from an old friend or something. But, I’ve lost it. In a hotel I think near Tucson. So, if you decide you’d rather not talk, I’ll do that on here instead. And maybe you could read them. I’ve kinda already written one, but I think I posted on the wrong account because I don’t see it.. I’m rambling now..
Thank you for replying. I’m so glad you’re okay. I’m here always.
That’s a shame, I would’ve liked to read it. I wouldn’t mind you do it on here. I need time and space for myself to fix my problems, so I doubt I’ll talk much unless it’s necessary.
I’ll start posting soon. They’ll probably bore you. My life has always been boring. Apologies in advance
I might need to post on my other account because for some reason, this one seems to give me moderation problems for some reason. But if so, I’ll email a link or something it’s not a big deal.
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Like this?
I suppose so. Do you happen to be a marine life species by chance? I was looking for a fish..
My zodiac sign is fish (pisces) and I also live in an island. Are those good enough?
Haha sure I think that’s good enough! It’s nice to meet you. How are you today? What’s your favorite animal? And by the way, my email is devinbelver@yahoo if you’d ever like someone to email.
Nice to meet you (even though I didn’t really meet you). I feel weird. I’m striving to find what I want. Where I want to be. It feels like finding my favorite animal is going to help me in my search (thank you for asking). I need to discover myself finally; completely. Lets travel inside to find ourselves. What’s inside you? Look hard, look deep and don’t lie to yourself. What is that you want?
Is something wrong?
I don’t know.. I just hate not talking to you.
Why?
the world made more sense when you were around.. I didn’t feel lonely. You were different from anyone else I’ve met. Even when I don’t talk to you, I still think of you. But I’ve messaged you a few times on snap chat the past 2 weeks or so, and I thought you were ignoring them. I didn’t realize until the day of this post you didn’t even know I sent any. I didn’t want to bug you with an email, so I posted because at least then i didn’t feel like I was being too pushy. You don’t have to message me or reply or anything if you don’t want to. I just want you to know that, if you’d ever like to talk, about anything. There’s no one I’d rather talk to.
You met me without trying to find me, maybe that’s why I’m different and why you can’t find someone like me. There’s nothing for me to talk about, life’s repetitive and nothing has changed. If you need to talk, we can talk.
I didn’t want to message you because I’m always afraid of forcing people to talk to me. Or making them feel like they have to talk to me.. so please, if you don’t care to, I would understand. And I’d leave you alone.
I sometimes write in a notebook I have like, a diary type thing. Where, i would talk about thoughts or my day or whatever. But as if I were talking to you. And my idea was, I would send it to you, 6 months, or a year later, and it would be like a letter from an old friend or something. But, I’ve lost it. In a hotel I think near Tucson. So, if you decide you’d rather not talk, I’ll do that on here instead. And maybe you could read them. I’ve kinda already written one, but I think I posted on the wrong account because I don’t see it.. I’m rambling now..
Thank you for replying. I’m so glad you’re okay. I’m here always.
That’s a shame, I would’ve liked to read it. I wouldn’t mind you do it on here. I need time and space for myself to fix my problems, so I doubt I’ll talk much unless it’s necessary.
Okay.. I understand.
Thank you again
I’ll start posting soon. They’ll probably bore you. My life has always been boring. Apologies in advance
I might need to post on my other account because for some reason, this one seems to give me moderation problems for some reason. But if so, I’ll email a link or something it’s not a big deal.
Farewell for now.. I’m here if you ever need me