Prove to me that I am wrong, am I the only one who go through this?
I’m not strong enough
I’m not good enough
Help me, help me to get up. Help me to stand. I want to get through this. I feel like I am the only one who is in this horrible situations. Guide me. Guide me to the safeties. Teach me how to cry, because I want to and I just can’t. Teach me to laugh, even when I’m so serious. Teach me to love with my broken heart. Show me how to not envy other’s life. Let me be who I wanna be.
Free me from this jail, free me from these feelings. I can’t hug, I can’t feel.
I’m so cracked inside and broken, that I become a machine.
Help me to gather the strength to go on.
Help me to gain the knowledge to feel.
I’m so alone in this life,
I’m so alone with my friends, my family, my faculty’s members.
All I have is my self, and we aren’t doing well together.
Your brother in arms,
Jac.
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no, you aren’t the only one.
I went to YouTube the other night, listening to certain songs made me cry.
it’s hard to help others when you can barely find the way yourself. and it sucks feeling so alone even in company.
all I can say is I hope today os a better day, at least a little.