want to leave this world!!!

I was happy. I had a young soul. A boy with full of dreams. A god loving boy. A innocent one.

A boy who used to think that this world is so beautiful and it has no injustice.

I was curious about everything. i wanted to know more and more.

i used to love my life. my world of life was beautiful.

and yes this life can’t even tolerate the injustice a little bit.

and cares everything around him and lifeless

but as curious mind have started to learn more about the world it also started to become more frustrated..

NOW this life is become a stone.

it can’t find way to go forward. it has no purpose, it has no interest in anything because this world is hell for him.

it has no desire to this world anymore. it can live in this world.

I can’t tolerate this cruel world.

i don’t find any hope

this world is totally hell for me. i want to escape.

i don’t like the way the world is. i can’t tolerate it. i want o die. i want find freedom from this devils home.

the world is full of distraction, chaos, suffering, injustice.

i want this world to end or i want to escape. i wanna die. i don’t know weather god exist or not

i don’t know he cares about me or not. i just wanna die.

i don’t wanna see the world anymore. i don’t want to remember this world anymore. i want to remove every memories of my life. i know the only way is die. the only way is death. death is only hope for me.

i know nothing can help me anymore. but still have little bit hope left in a small corner of my life