I hate myself. I hate my face, my body, my hair, all of me. I hate how I can’t be like other people. I feel so insecure with what others have. I hate how weak my body is. I got admitted to the hospital thrice last year and twice this year. I had gastritis and PCOS. I also had undergone check ups for my scoliosis. I’ve had many examinations and I’m still continuing my medicine. I feel sorry for my family especially my Mom. We had been struggling financially due to schooling and my medication. These past few days, I’ve been suffering from pain in my upper abdomen, had migraine and lowblood. I also had difficulty in breathing. But I didn’t told anyone because I don’t want to be a burden.
Why can’t I do something good? I always dissapoint myself and my family. I was always a loser.