i feel so invisible lately
its painful, almost
how people can see me
and yet not see me
i feel like a ghost
or a dream
or some other overplayed metaphor
that people use
when really what they mean
is that no one gives a shit
about them at all
and it hurts like hell
because i know its my fault
but i dont know how
to fix it
am i even real?
am i even here?
if people look through
but not at you,
if they talk near
but not to you,
do you even really exist?
do i?
3 comments
Who knows what they’re talking about anyway?
Yeah, we tend to do it to ourselves – both liking the isolation and hating it at the same time. I’m getting the hang of being a personal dn social cancer people just don’t care about.
Yeah, and then when someone really is talking to you, you think they’re calling out a different dude who has the same name as you. So they end up saying your name 2 more times before getting your attention.