Deepest betrayal

How could you
how could you?
You’ve known me all my life
You watched me grow up
how could you
You disgust me
I can’t stand your face
All the memories we shared are tainted
You never cared
I’m Disgusted by the lies that you painted
The minute I wasn’t what you made me to be
I was nothing
And you toss me to the curb like trash
Did any of it ever mean anything to you?
All the respect all the bowing in begging and pleading
I knew what I was in for when I walked into the room
The inappropriate questions
I wasn’t old enough to realize that was none of your business
The provisions of some sick old men don’t define who I am
I’ve learned that love is love
That you only live once
There’s no greater purpose
So just do the best that you can
I am not nothing
And you are not something
We are all just human
And I don’t have to answer to you