Intro (Rambling, sorry. :()
Okay, so like, I’m going to try my best not to ramble too much, but yeah…
I wasn’t sure how much I can really post things in a row and how relevant is relevant, but I’ve seen people ask things like if a user is still around here and what happened to them and I think those posts are fine, so it can’t be that bad…
It’s a bit melancholic to be on here sometimes, but it’s also the only place I have for a community and well, any real communication at all, so yeah… I don’t got much time on days I work and sometimes I feel like I need the entire day to really collect my thoughts and emotions, so yeah…
With that said, let’s get to it. :p
The Topic
Intro (Morality in General)
(Yeah, sorry, I felt like I needed another intro. >_<
I tend to talk like I’m writing in a blog or making a big diary entry…)
So, morality…
Sometimes, I feel like morality doesn’t exist or it’s something humans themselves dictate.
I kind of feel like morality is karmic and based on things like actions and words that benefit people and ones that harm them, especially when centered around intent, but sometimes I just feel really amoral and that anything can be good or bad based on context, and there isn’t even a real god that like, protects people from being hurt or feeling miserable and depressed like with this… and I think nature kind of kills people indiscriminately too, right? And if you have to wait AFTER you die to be judged, and there’s so many atheists who don’t even believe in the existence of said god, well… that’s not really fair, is it? :p
Sometimes, I imagine myself being god wishing I could fix everything, or at least problems with my world… and if it was something drastic like destroying society and making an anarchic state that it would be something that benefited everybody. I just wish people could be free and happy without hurting anyone…
And finally, for personal reasons, I just… I feel like my sense of morality might be backwards from most of the world, and I wanted to discuss that here.
I suppose the relevancy is talking about philosophical questions, what’s the MEANING to life, if there is even any meaning, which may get if their depressed and getting an existential crisis and all…
So, phew, with that said, here’s the point. :p
The Topic
(Fixing Animals)
Sigh… I feel like N from Pokemon (or what little I read up of him anyway. :p)…
Sometimes I question how much animals enjoy the company of humans or really benefit from us if some of them get like fixed and then they can’t reproduce or get put on leashes so they can’t run away and stuff. o.O
Like, I get wanting to keep your little animal buddy or you even see them as family, and animals multiplying with a lot of babies may be a problem, and idk, stuff, but…
Well, what about people when it comes to that problem? o.O I mean, personally for me, I live in a family of SEVEN, so yeah. :p
I mean, like… I used to think about what I would want to happen if I died and I thought of stuff like being a ghost, or getting reincarnated, or being friends with ghosts or at least seeing if they really exist, to really get a feel that there is genuinely something out there…
Sometimes instead of wanting to be human, I want to be like… an animal, and a predator at that so I don’t get eaten, and maybe I’d try not get taken in or hunted by humans. :p
Then I’d have my own family that takes care of me as well as make my own, I’d be able to procreate, and I’d be free to roam wildly, and not have to depend on humans feeding me, or fixing me saying I can’t do things with my privates and stuff…
Like, just, yeah. :p I don’t really like that…
I mean, I do like the pets I have or did have at times (I used to have many caged animals, then a dog, now a cat, etc.), petting them, playing with them, and taking care of them, even though at other times they can be invasive, like waking me up in the morning, getting in front of my computer monitor, knocking some of my stuff over, etc…
But sometimes I can’t help but imagine things from their perspective or some technicalities and wonder if their oblivious at all about these type of things… if it’s just unnatural and if it’s like a problem or not…
What do you guys think?
3 comments
Aw, nothing yet? 🙁
Mmm… I was really curious about what people thought…
If you’re worried, maybe stick to like one post a day?
But I have so many things on my mind to say, and it’s hard to wait to have them all come out…
I mean, what if I even forget what I wanted to say…?
… What if I want to hurry up and die after letting it all out…?