I can’t tell if I was abused or not. It’s hurting me so much I can’t feel anything anymore. I’m ruining my relationship with my boyfriend and I’m pushing people away. I don’t even like being around them, it’s so shallow and fake.
If I could just know if i was abused I could get some help. I’m overreacting and probably deserved whatever happened to me because I’m not a good person. I’m a disgusting fat ugly freak who really just needs to hang off a noose
Love yall
Feel better
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a lot of times people use deserve on here with relevance to bad things happening.. deserve doesn’t realy play a part in much.
i don’t know what you’re talking about with the abuse, but maybe talking it over with someone who has experience in whatever it is like a counselor or a friend maybe could help you understand.
is your tag from SU?