I’m not sure if I can do this anymore.

  August 9th, 2018 by sparrow0314

I feel like there’s honestly no point in anything now. Everyday, I’m more tired than ever, and I can’t really find the motivation I need to get out of bed most days.

Sometimes I think that maybe everyone would be better off without me.

I think of the ways I could quietly leave this earth.

Nobody would miss me.

I think of what I would leave behind for others to see once I’m gone.

But then, there are days where I find meaning in life. Those days are rare, but they do happen.

On those days, I feel truly happy, like nothing can get in the way of my happiness.

And then it all comes crashing down again, and I am back where I was before.

I wish I could reach out and tell my friends how I feel, but the simple act of pouring out my problems to them takes so much energy.

I feel so alone.

 

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