You could be asking for a curiosity reason or maybe you want to know because you fear its going to be scary or its going to hurt. And what happens afterwards of you survive? Being in the hospital with your family watching you with tubes and needles all over your body keeping you alive. I’ve never attempted but I do know what its like to also die and the fear that runs through your body. It was an accident when I was about 7. I was fine I didn’t end up in the hospital but I was very scare. If you want to know what happened exactly you can ask.
It was just blackness, I overdosed and my heart stopped instantly and all i remember is falling then black cold nothingness, then waking up with the paramedics working on me. Nothing like what some people describe with seeing all kinds of fantastical beings and places or whatever. Just pure darkness.
I triggered a gun but there was no bullets in it so it was an experience of total freedom and liberation. If I put the bullets in…any moment I can get rid of all this shit. The pleasure and freedom were intense like drugs and I blacked out for a minute or so.
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You could be asking for a curiosity reason or maybe you want to know because you fear its going to be scary or its going to hurt. And what happens afterwards of you survive? Being in the hospital with your family watching you with tubes and needles all over your body keeping you alive. I’ve never attempted but I do know what its like to also die and the fear that runs through your body. It was an accident when I was about 7. I was fine I didn’t end up in the hospital but I was very scare. If you want to know what happened exactly you can ask.
Ok what happened?
It was just blackness, I overdosed and my heart stopped instantly and all i remember is falling then black cold nothingness, then waking up with the paramedics working on me. Nothing like what some people describe with seeing all kinds of fantastical beings and places or whatever. Just pure darkness.
yeah thats all i saw. but i could still hear.
I triggered a gun but there was no bullets in it so it was an experience of total freedom and liberation. If I put the bullets in…any moment I can get rid of all this shit. The pleasure and freedom were intense like drugs and I blacked out for a minute or so.