I haven’t been on in a while since I’ve been here. It’s been one year ago that I shot myself. Some serious brain damage later and I don’t know how to feel about today.
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And I couldn’t even type out the first sentence right, which I will blame on being tired rather than the brain damage.
Hi, are you doing okay?
I honestly don’t know, it’s weird. I’m not happy to be alive and I’m not sad that I failed, I’m just indifferent.
I’m becoming indifferent about many things too, but I’m sure it’s a different kind of indifference. I’m sorry about what your going through!
I rarely drop by these days, but I remember you. I’m sorry things got so bad for you.
Yeah, I’m not as full of stupid jokes as I used to be.
How did you survive?
I like to say I survived because I’m a badass, but the reality is that the bolt I shot myself with got slowed by my skull and lodged in my brain. I’ve lost math, English, memory, and problem solving skills as a result.
What happened exactly that caused you to survive?
Sounds like a horrible experience.
Hey walrus. Haven’t been on here in probably well over a year now. I’ve missed you very much. I don’t know what made me come back tonight, but I’m glad I did. If you get the chance to shoot me an email, I would love to chat again. I hope peace finds you in the most unlikely of places.
Much Love
-Sammi
Unfortunately, I don’t know how to send an email through the site, but I’m definitely up for chatting. I’m sorry to see that you’re in a place where you felt the need to come back here.
My email is shesaghostnow Gmail
I’m almost always available to to talk.