- childhood myth
- childhood trauma
- familiar problems as child
- over average learning curve
- lose of interest
- break of hope
- suicide ideation
- complicated relationship
- suicide attempt #1
- suicide attempt #2
- acausal commiseration
- 2-lined personality
- very far social network
- psychosis
- suicide assumption
- breakdown of social life
- runaway
- theft of data
- train power line electrocution
- autism
- police incident with loss of will for living, skills and unrecoverable state of development, quest or right
- emigration with challenge to kill me and for gaining sanity in an unknown environment
- admitted terroristic tendencies
- death of family member
- runaway #2
- runaway #3
- no labor fitness/field
- self-harm with drugs
- suicide attempt #3
- retirement