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These days

by Chanty

These days I don’t feel anything. Things that I used to care about seem uninteresting.
I feel like I have been on a road to self destruction. I see myself doing things that I know will only hurt me, but I can’t bring myself to care. I can’t bring myself to care about anything anymore and that scares me.
My grades are slipping, my relationship with my parents is straining.
I know that I should try to fix everything while I still can, but I don’t want to do it. I don’t want to do anything anymore.
The thought of dying have been on my mind more than usual. I am not even afraid anymore because the thought of dying is the only thing that brings me comfort and that, ironically, scares me.
Urghhh I just want everything to make sense.

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Lifelong Loser 11/14/2018 - 10:00 am

I know exactly what you mean. This life makes no sense at all.

Virus.Found 11/15/2018 - 11:09 am

I also feel more comfortable, when I know there’s a way out. So it’s not weird it’s comforting you. And it’s good you’re scared. I’ve lost that a long time ago.

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