I have relapsed into my self harming tendencies and after confiding in my parents who have supported my treatment for depression, just don’t seem to care anymore. My mother told me she could already imagine my corpse and said that it wasn’t her problem. It hurts, but her words have some truth, are my parents just denying the fact that I could harm myself further in any way or could it be something else? I’m starting to believe that my parents are invalidating my feelings even though they have been with me during my most vulnerable moments.
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They probably see your actions as attention-seeking, and as a result, arent reacting because deep down they hope that by not reacting that you’ll stop the unwanted behavior you’re presenting.
Just speculation, but that’s my perspective on it.
She probably doesn’t believe you. Either way its not really a nice thing for a mum to say but that’s just my opinion
I imagined my corpse for the first time yesterday actually. Anything that happens though is just a waste of time until I commit. No feelings about it, just imagined with the route I am closest to taking. Usually I don’t think about the after I only think about that I need to get it done and what I am fighting for. The after doesn’t concern me, I suppose. I hope my corpse has a blown off head and my face is no longer viewable.