Tomorrow is my birthday! I’m quite excited but I hate celebrating my birthdays.
Something about them just depresses me. I guess it’s cause my family would always argue on my birthday.
It’s different now since it’s just me and my dad living here.
Maybe this year might not be so bad.
I just want to spend it with my loved ones and make good memories… You know?
-Signing off-
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Happy birthday!
If you feel sad on your birthday, just remember that 4 out of 13 people showed up to my 18th birthday party last year. Yep, can’t be worse than mine.
Happy Birthday!
Yes it can be worse. Imagine nobody even remembering your birthday, let alone comming to your birthday.
My family forgot my birthday last year.
They celebrated my cousin’s birthday instead of mine that day.
It wasn’t until we got back home at around 10 p.m that they realized that they forgotten about my birthday.
It was the worse experience of my life. Yes, 4 of my friends did show up, but I was so humiliated in front of them and my family. One of my friends said “where is everybody?” I never felt more embrassed in my life.
On my 18th birthday, I wanted something small; a cake with just my parents. My mom being the religious nut she was at the time, had to invite her church friends. Everything went downhill during the “cake bite”. There was a man, who I didn’t even know, who thought it was okay to shove my face into the cake. The cake shoving is reserved for family and CLOSE friends, right? Am I wrong on this? The guy shifted all of his weight on my head, the icing got into my nose. I was crying dyed tears even after I had washed my face. The blue icing even got inside my tear ducts! It was just wonderful.