i noticed that you disabled comments but i still have a comment to make and i dont know if you are going to see this but i hope you do. you said you’re ugly well i dont think you are. and before you say how would i know i dont know what you look like. i know because i dont see people for what they look like on the outside. i see them for what they are on the inside. and i know that to be on this site you have to be a kind person because no matter what thoughts go thought your mind they are caused by years of pain and suffering. they dont reflect you as a person but your past and all you have been through. i want you to know that you are beautiful inside. and what you visibly look like doesnt matter. visibly…it just shows you are battle worn. the scars. aging. those on tv. those that are so called “beautiful” are fakes. really beauty comes from the heart. the fakes, the ones that put you down, saying that you arent beautiful, they know what they are or they are too stuck up, either way they put you down to make themselves feel better but everything they say is a lie. you probably wont believe me but you are beautiful inside and out.
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I appreciate your niceness. I don’t even watch TV or have social media to know what perceptions are brainwashing people nowadays. It’s being in real life that makes me feel ugly. I’m going to continue to not have comments on my posts because I rather not talk about my issues here anymore. Though this screen name is new as it implies I’ve been on this site off and on for a while. It never helped to be in the SP community in fact if has made things much worse and I just wish to post my thoughts as a release because I have no where else to go.
you can always talk to me on my facebook
https://www.facebook.com/hope.taylor.75248795
or email
charityhope640@gmail.com
I dont have a Facebook and I while I appreciate your offer a ton as I’m a complete stranger to you I’d rather not reach out. Thank you for being sweet i appreciate it.
everyone is a stranger when they first meet, but that is completely up to you. the offer is always going to be there in case you change your mind though. 🙂
It’s very sweet of you to offer. I’m an incredibly lonely person so part of me would like to take your offer unfortunately SP friends have added to my depression in the past. I’m hesitant about making new ones. Thank you again.
I only have 1 friend…..everyone else used me and hurt me. If you want to you can think of me as someone to vent to. I don’t like saying mean things about people, you never know what they’ve been through. So you know I’ll be nice 🙂
I sent an email. I’m too lonely to rebuff someone’s kindness thank you.
ivebeenhereb4 I’m very sorry for what you are going through. I am going through many of the same things. That is why I want to hang myself though I am very afraid of failing. I know if I fail and have a ligature mark around my neck I will be off to the psych ward again which means they will think that my meds aren’t working and take me off of them when they are the only meds that have ever made a difference for me. I don’t want to be insensitive to your suffering in this comment but I really hope you can help me out. Why did you fail at hanging so many times? I am a bit over weight and am really quite scared that it will prevent me from succeeding at full suspension hanging as it has with partial suspension. Please respond! Thankyou!