Alone on Valentine’s Day again, as it has been my whole life. I wish I knew how to love myself, but it’s so hard. Most of the reason I feel suicidal is because I feel unloved. I know it’s just a feeling, an illusion. I have people all around me. But I can only focus on the ones who abandon and ignore me. It’s so much easier to feel pain than gratitude. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy.
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I hope you can learn how to love yourself someday. Just hold on
Ye I also dont know how to love myself and perhaps that is the main reason why I have never been in relationship. Valentines day is just another day for me, I dont feel more lonely then usual. Still pretty fking lonely…
I’d never chose to spend it with anyone else. I just couldn’t do that.
Well done for getting through so many Valentine’s Days alone. That takes some resilience. Don’t give up.