what did I expect…

everything has turned to shit again. and I’m not talking about my ex lol.
I can’t really keep going like this and my mum is unreasonable and makes my life hell but I’ve got to take care of her…
now i have to find us another place because she was screaming crazily at night and we have to leave soon… we were told that we have to
just send me to the grave already, I’ve had enough.
I don’t have the energy to do anything anymore.
I haven’t even told my ex this because I don’t want to make him feel any worse…