Why don’t I just kill myself instead of risking making another mistake with my ex? I told him that we should take a break from talking because we spend alot of time lately and so he is able to get more things done?
He obviously got offended and now I’ve apologized again.
Nah fuck this shit I just want to die already. All failures need to die. Thought I was doing well at being nice seems I only managed it for a few days.
I’m getting help and they told me that I shouldn’t beat myself up over mistakes, wtf do they know?