I should have killed myself when I was 18. I’m not good at anything. I hate this world. I hate myself. Nothing good ever happens to me. I can never connect with anyone on any type of level. I go around handicapped by my hatred of living. I have lived my life and nothing has came of it. There’s nothing remarkable about me and I only ever bring my mom disappointment and distress.
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Yeah, l understand the feeling.
But l like to hope for the best.
Ya I have not one thing to live for, it’s just a pain to be alive. I was ready to die 13 years ago.
Nothing at all was ever here, I reckon, just a species that was probably a massive mistake
The people just freak me out because they all seem like clones of some brainwashed clowns
‘Handicapped by hatred of living’… Wow, that sure rings a bell.
Worst is when someone really wants to connect with you but you shell yourself in, cause you know you’re going to end it soon, so why form new connections.