I have learnt a new lesson… Responsibility kills.
Hundreds of peoples commit suicide just because of merely a word used by everyone at their surrounding. Why?
How important is that word ? At school, i didnt pass up just a paper, they all ended up saying i must take the responsibility to pass up that paper which i lost it. They continue the word day after day .What do they want from me ?
Why force me to the corner just for one piece of paper ?Why? Wrath? Or name?
My vengeance is growing day by day ,even though someone tell me to stay positive . I think im addicted to my vengeance, wishing it stronger … Help … My soul is breaking apart … Im fine by disappearing… Help …
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Don’t let vengence take hold of you. It isn’t worth it. It can only make things worse. I cannot provide help, nor can I provide answers. Just hang in there and think about what is best.
It’s nothing personal man they just have to have control over every little thing because it is their version of being well-conducted and just to have all groups being controlled intensively. It has to fit the ideals of some crazy motherf*ckin political’s visions. Is ‘Responsibility’ being pounded in your head…. why listen? Of course it means nothing but is a useful filler.
If you know that the person putting you in the corner hates you then it may be a personal vendetta based on wrath.
I get what you mean my soul is breaking apart, I haven’t felt like myself in a few years. I’m beginning to think things will always be this bad.
Responsibility is not meant to be fun it usually requires things you don’t like doing in order to have the things you like doing.