I really don’t want to exist mostly. I am not in a great pain nor sick nor abused.. what is the reason of this undying sadness that can never let me go. it’s not just about wanting to get away, it’s more like wanting to fade away because living is too much. How much i wish i can donate life to those who really wanna live those who change things and so on. i wish i was never born
what should i do? knowing that my life will forever be this meaningless?
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Hey, i dont know who you are and something. But pls talk here. Can i call you by other name (i dont want say lostcause)?
And pls lets talk, you arent a lostcause, just dont find your reason ou something that make you happy. But pls talk to me, call JP
(Im from Brasil, so really sorry for my horrible english)
hey hi you really are very sweet, thanks for the care you are giving, you can call me scarlet. it’s not that easy to find a reason or a cause isn’t it? i’d much rather give that up because no matter what lie i’d tell myself it still would be a lie to convince myself to live.
it is clear that the earth will meet it’s doom very soon so whats the point you know?
“I don’t want to live or die” That really made me think! then you said “I really don’t want to exist mostly” That was the answer! unfortunately You have to live so you can die then go back to nonexistence then you can’t live anymore or die again! Brilliant!
Since you already are living you have no choice about that, you don’t want to die so you have some what of a choice with that, so you are stuck here until you die which you don’t want to do! So as BRUCE WILLIS said, WELCOME TO THE PARTY PAL! 🙂
@kisser your English is 10x better than mine I’m proud of you! Stop apologizing for such a great accomplishment!
? i will stop
Thank you
also yeah @kisser you really are a lovely person do not apologize we all understand you, like even i do and english isn’t my first language <3
hehe yes i mean you do make sense of it but the sad part is that i somewhat believe in afterlife but that doesn’t make me want to live through it honestly. like i wish i never existed so that i dont want anything i do to get back to me. You may not believe in afterlife but honestly it’s not so strange for us to be made again yeah?
thats why i seriously do not want neither life or death i just want salvation