Have I mentioned i fucking hate myself. Met a guy that was perfect. Had a wild mood swing where I conviced myself everyone was better without me and I broke up with him. Turns out he doesn’t feel like coming back-ofcourse not, Im a psycho.
Having a strong urge to poor bleach over my fresh cuts. Punishment seems rational right now.
Have i mentioned – I fucking hate myself.
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If he won’t forgive a little bit of psycho, then he’s not perfect. I know it doesn’t feel like it right now, but you’re better off without him.
This I say from many years of experience in finding the “perfect” person, only to watch them head for the hills when they see the true me. Call me crazy but I’d say the prerequisite for a perfect soulmate is the ability to tolerate who we are. If they don’t, then keep looking. Or stop looking. Either way is better.