I hate how weak I feel. I have so much anxiety and overthink everything. If there’s something different in my life, it takes me so long to get adjusted. I go numb. I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. I can’t enjoy music. Everything is grey. Until I slowly crawl out of the shadows to try and enjoy life again. But then another thing comes along and it starts all over again. I hate going numb. It’s like I’m screaming and nobody can hear me. It drains my energy. I just want a simple life.
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Please, do share your dilemma, if it helps. I’m facing a similar predicament myself, which I’m not sure how to put into words at the moment.. I just want things to go smoothly, and quietly. Hmm.
I’m just feeling stuck. My life needs to change and I hope it does.
May I suggest to you, perhaps, a cold brewsky, to refresh the spirit.
Also, and to help with your anxiety. I, on the other hand have just ten-folded mine. How, ironic.
Jeez, I wish it could all just be simple. What a terrible lesson to learn, how naive. Aren’t we like some grand advanced species or something? But Bisban is wise, and have cracked a bottle to splatter some color on my own gray. I hope you meet someone at some point who understands you, makes an effort to understand you, and provides a solace for all those thoughts racing, at least some lessoning to their degree.. Cause I think all we’re ever looking for and need is to be understood. You’re ok