my boyfriend whom i adore, left me! because i was a little bit too much in love with him!
he can’t take it anymore so he left me with the worst scenario ever! he shouted and screamed while i literally begged him to listen to me, he said: you could commit suicide, you could get fucked for all i care, just get the fuck out of my life.
i can’t say how sad i was cause i wasn’t sad as much as shocked, not because of what he is saying to me, but because of the fact that there is a human in this world who could do such horrible thing for the one who loves him the most, i mean he literally smashed my heart and laughed about it and told me to die for all he cares!
so i’m not thinking of moving on or waiting for him or anything, i’m just thinking how did i get to this?
i mean when did it all begun? which point my life started falling apart at?
and i know where was that.
but now the real deal is where it will all end? how i’m gonna end all this shit? and get my life together in a natural form!
like being that human who feels good in it’s own skin!
to be able to chill at some point without any reason to cry for!
like it’s probably not happiness, but comfort that i’m seeking!
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Well, love isn’t pink and people do horrible things even loving you.
I suggest you watch a channel on youtube called THE SCHOOL OF LIFE. There you will find many good explanations about love and life which may help you to move on.
And men tend to see a woman as sth that isn’t like them, so they don’t see the need to treat you as they should treat a person. Unfortunately, it’s how it happens. 🙁
There’s a Froid’s text about it but IDK the tittle now. Sorry!
I wish you get better and get over all that bothers you.
How about you keep your rude opinions on people you don’t know to yourself, same for the methods? You’ve been here long enough to know the rules of the site, and you just broke 2 in one go, good job.
Don’t give advice to people you aren’t willing to follow either, it’s hypocritical.
From where you are now to where you want to be is a journey well worth taking. A therapist’s help is practically a necessity. That said, most therapist’s I have booked with are reluctant to help the suicidal, but not all of them. If you would like some insight on getting one that will work with you I will offer you what I have found out as best as I can express it.
Maybe when you and he first met he was interested. Either he was just using you from the start or during the relationship, he lost interest.
Either way, why chase after anyone that doesn’t like you? Also, don’t take his words too personally, it didn’t work out with him but you can always look for someone better who is interested in you.
It’s good to stay in tune with how a person treats you. The words they use, their body language indicate if they truly care or not. If he says one thing, does another then you have your answer. He was the wrong guy for you, just look for someone more compatible, best of luck.