In my 22yrs, I haven’t been able to make a single friend whom I can call when in need, emotionally. I’m scared I will have to live my whole pathetic existence all alone. I understand that I might deserve it, but I always wishes for more. I’m scared that I will ruin my career cause I’m really not that intellectually bright. Not a day passes by that I don’t wish my death. I’m even scared to fail my own suicide attempt. I really wish I was a better person to be worth living but, I don’t think I can change. Presently I don’t even try to make friends anymore, too scared out of my mind. I’m even scared to meet up with people now a days, scared that they will figure out I’m not worth the time. Btw I’m trying to a pros and con of life and death, any suggestions?
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pro: I’m here talk to me
cons: you don’t wanna talk to me
p.s: always choose PRO 🙂
Thanks, but I think you would be wasting your time on me. I hardly know what to say. There are real worthy people that would benefit from your help, but thanks for reading my post.
How would you know? I don’t think talking to you is wasting time. Like Christ martin said ” If you’ll never try, you’ll never know”
Pros:
You’re still young.
Life is long and you have more than plenty of time.
You recognize that you want something.
You have a career.
You have people here that are more than willing to help.
Cons:
Life will always have it cons. The trick is to ignore them and make more pros.
Bayaud on kik if you want to talk. I’m sure I can help.
But what if the cons outweigh the pros, then am I allowed to feel nice about ending myself?
Why feel bad about ending your life?
I don’t know because of my parents I guess, i really am worried about them. I mean what if others bother them about this. What if they feel guilty. I just want my decision to make any disturbance for others. Like i go quietly n not affect anybody at all.
Hey another 22 year old. Well my pros in life are food, music, and hoping things get better in the future I guess. Cons are you have to work for the rest of your life, health problems, money problems, the world might be ending, living is pain. But sometimes we remember that through the bad times, you can sometimes find a little bit of good. Consider me a friend. We don’t know each other but we’re both here. It’s a start.
I hope I’m worth becoming your friend, nonetheless I’m honoured so if you ever want a friendly ear, please feel free to txt me.
So I should endure a lot of pain just for a little bit of happiness, how is that fair?
Life isn’t fair. Never will be.
People aren’t fair either for the most part.
You should do what you like. It’s your life and no one else’s.
If you want to be happier some day then yes, you must endure more pain.
It’s like trying to lift heavy weights and build muscle. First you start as a skinny weakling lifting small weights. You get tired and have aches all over. After a while of that you finally move on to medium weights and less aches until finally one day you have all sorts of muscles and no more pains from lifting.
I like not needing anyone I can’t get let down that way!
I can’t think of any pros or any cons, that’s just the thing, nothing matters at all so should I kill myself it wouldn’t matter at all