2 days ago, i turned 24 years. And i still don’t know how you guys can motivate each other to continue live life as it is. Drinking every weekend? Comitting your life to a girlfriend/wife? Even without any of these tools, i see posts about guys that regularely has pronounced themselves dead that they shall return from the dead, or have some sort of optimism around their own excistence. How??
I do feel sorry for anyone who feel threatened by this question, or anyone who feel offended by this. I will delete it if it is found to be offending. 🙁
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Well really I can only guess it is the instinct to survive that stops most people I’d bet, For some reading post of other’s that have worse stories and are still alive give them hope, other’s good advice and positive thinking gives them hope, some people say there going to because they really feel that way at the time but then the switch clicks just as fast the other way, some want to hear yeah that’s a good idea but nobody going to say that, some probably think what about the people they love and don’t want to hurt them. And that’s just the tip of the iceberg.
Do you believe yourself that? Do you see the meaning in this?
“i see posts about guys that regularely has pronounced themselves dead that they shall return from the dead, ”
I took this as people saying their going to kill themselves and telling everyone good bye then showing back up the next day.
Unless your talking about ZOMBIES Isn’t that what you meant?
I at least don’t really want to want to die, I just realize that it’s much easier and less painful than living would be. I am never really at risk of committing during odd years of my life because I like even numbers, since I’m 25 right now I’m very unlikely to actually try anything unless something very bad happens. I try hard to stay alive mostly because my future has a slight glimmer of hope in it as of now, I might have a decent shot at being happy even if I didn’t really earn it myself…. Once that goes away is when I’ll probably go away, there will be no reason to continue to live.
So for me it’s just a chance at happiness in the future that keeps me going. And to be fair my life isn’t horrible as of right now, sure I don’t have a job, don’t go to school, and don’t have an SO…. But I don’t have a job, and don’t go to school and just sit at home doing whatever I want, which isn’t horrible…. Sure not really having money to do things with and not really having friends kind of sucks, but I can at least sleep a lot xD
Quite honestly yes I believe what I said, However I feel I miss something for you to ask that? Please explain what the meaning of this is? I can think of another reason but I’m not going to elaborate on it.
I take the good Lord’s advice and bend some weed into a bowl and smoke it. Uh, no wait… he said bend like a reed in the wind. Whatever, one of those planty things.
Sometimes I think I’m strong, most days I think I’m not. But bottom line I’m trying. At least.
Trying is just my excuse for living.