Today.. finally.. i tell him about my story
The story i cant say to him all this time
The story how and what happened to me
About the depressed me
And he said
My feelings.. to you.. still the same.. you are the same for me.. im not going to pity you or look at you differently.. and i cant help you..but when you need me.. when you cant sleep.. tell me.. tell me everything.. everything
Why you dont tell me before about this…
If you told me before i can help you
And you see its been 5 years.. im still here for you
I keep my promise i wont leave you..
Thats just a temporary leave and see im ended right here again
Because when you are gone.. my mind cant stay calm and think about you again and again.. im curious what are you doing.. i cant stop thinking about your name
Thank you for saving me and thank you for your sweet words
I hope its true and oneday when im okay when i can feel love again
Let me love you with all my heart
Im sorry i cant be it now
Cause I cant even love myself right.. right now