i get that. there are times when i’m around people and laughing or whatever i feel like i am physically outside of my body, kinda like a different person. don’t know how to explain it other than even when i’m laughing in the moment my thoughts override it and all i can think about is wanting to end it all
Yeah I think of other things too, my mind drifts to what’s important to me or what I have been thinking about, I do spend a lot of time alone so what I’ve been thinking about i’ll still think about, I don’t socialize enough but in my life it’s not time to socialize it’s time to take care of business, which means I don’t make plans to socialize?
yeah i guess i can somewhat agree and relate to that. i don’t socialize at all except through a screen honestly. i have more important stuff to do. even though i think it’s all worthless if i end up dying soon ahh
People complain when they are alone, I complain when there around 🙂 I’m a island and every now in then I go to the mainland and can’t wait to get back to the island.
sounds like me! i complain sometimes that i want friends and other people around but when they are i literally just want to tell them to leave????? at this point i don’t know how to even begin a conversation
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same here
Really for me truly happy is a momentary thing. I’m content a lot more.
i get that. there are times when i’m around people and laughing or whatever i feel like i am physically outside of my body, kinda like a different person. don’t know how to explain it other than even when i’m laughing in the moment my thoughts override it and all i can think about is wanting to end it all
Yeah I think of other things too, my mind drifts to what’s important to me or what I have been thinking about, I do spend a lot of time alone so what I’ve been thinking about i’ll still think about, I don’t socialize enough but in my life it’s not time to socialize it’s time to take care of business, which means I don’t make plans to socialize?
yeah i guess i can somewhat agree and relate to that. i don’t socialize at all except through a screen honestly. i have more important stuff to do. even though i think it’s all worthless if i end up dying soon ahh
People complain when they are alone, I complain when there around 🙂 I’m a island and every now in then I go to the mainland and can’t wait to get back to the island.
and 🙂 I’m alone so much I’m forgetting how to talk!
sounds like me! i complain sometimes that i want friends and other people around but when they are i literally just want to tell them to leave????? at this point i don’t know how to even begin a conversation
I always say shit the only time I’ve ever been happy is when I held my baby, my Steven shotgun