I found someone who I like and that likes me back. but the catch? I keep overthinking it. constantly worrying about if he will lose feelings or will find someone better. because lets be real there is always going to be better. there’s going to be someone who doesn’t have the flaws that I do. this is the exact reason I have avoided relationships for the past four years. I ruin before the relationship is already ruined. I can’t help to think that person is just going to fuck me over.
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I guess I can relate here. For example, I am a lesbian (since I was 3 years old) and have been raped by males 180 times in the last 3 years!!! (I am 25) I was supposed to already be dead and had killed myself in 2012!! Lmao. I just ignore it though .. because I’m still going to commit suicide as soon as possible no matter what, but it’s still f*cking disgusting.
I think maybe they are trying to convert me? But really it’s like they are murdering me. But it doesn’t matter because I’m going to kill myself anyway and have been planning that since 2006.