I dont need to live to be happy.

What will be left after the phsical body. Your thoughts you soul. Why should I be scared of dying wheb death is the beginning of another life. You feel I feel it we all feel it. I have been on esrth enough and im sick of it tuly. Im not mad sad or happy. I am ready to go home. I have had enough of the rude its time to find a new ride if this was a choice to live this life I have now I must have forgotten ehy I ask god to give it to me so I just want to go back to god and say sorry I thought I wanted this but I didnt. I dont want anything elese but to be free from the eyes of society I eant to be free from the freedom of choice. I want be free from this physical body its taken me as far as I want and its shown me everything that life has to offer. There is more elsewhere. I let go of family, sex, stuff aants, needs, mobey, drwams, ambitions etc etc etc. Its all chasing the wind so I want to experiance something else. So people laugh and say do itwhats he matter your scared. People laugh and say dont do it you will regret it. I have heard it all I remain silient now no cop outs no attention needed. Scared yes fearful of failing to do the act fearful of botching rhe job fearful of pain. I didnt design it this way but I deserve a painless peaceful death and so does everyone on this planet.