Im going to kill myself tonight. Currently, its almost 4 pm. When everyone is asleep tonight, I plan on grabbing Tylenol and overdosing. Hopefully nobody will be awake to take me to the hospital. Im scared of the outcome. Im not anxious, im not afraid of what Ill see/what’ll happen to me. Im scared of what my friends and family will do. Im scared my ex will just laugh it off. Im scared that i wont be able to see the love of my life’s face.. will he continue dating his new girlfriend? am i doing this just to get him back? do i really want to do this.. or am i just wanting the attention? I dont feel a thing…
I miss you. I miss you.. but, i don’t feel the love i did only a few days ago. In fact, I dont feel anything. I remember very little of this week. I remember crying out for help in the limitless darkness i call my bedroom. i want to break free. I want you back. I don’t want your awful comments to get to me. i wish i could see your face as i swallow the last bit of the bottle…
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tylenol wont work. it will make you sick and that would be about it. you need like 1000 or more for it to do anything. ive already done the research
tyenol won’t work, but please don’t do it. I know how hard it is to hear the words you never wanted to hear come out of your loved one’s mouth. I’m not saying I know anything about your current situation, because I don’t, I’ll never be able to relate to your pain, but I can relate to some of it. Please, just sit down and think about it. Please, I may not know you, but I don’t want to lose you. Please.
Don’t do it. Tylenol will kill you over a matter of days–it is not quick. You will suffer greatly.
Please do not do it.