So, my mental health has been turbulent since I was about 10, and I’ve had many attempts at ending my own life, none in the past two years.
however, today I’ve started to put my affairs in order, planning who gets my belongings, my funeral arrangements, how they’ll find me (or how they’ll at least know I’m gone). And of course how I’m going to do it. I have the date planned, the arrangements, and I’m actually excited- my previous attempts have had a lot of room for error, but this method, it’s foolproof.
they won’t be able to stop me
itll be my last hoorah, one last trip, one last vacation.
only 2 months today and it’ll all be done