So, my mental health has been turbulent since I was about 10, and I’ve had many attempts at ending my own life, none in the past two years.
however, today I’ve started to put my affairs in order, planning who gets my belongings, my funeral arrangements, how they’ll find me (or how they’ll at least know I’m gone). And of course how I’m going to do it. I have the date planned, the arrangements, and I’m actually excited- my previous attempts have had a lot of room for error, but this method, it’s foolproof.
they won’t be able to stop me
itll be my last hoorah, one last trip, one last vacation.
only 2 months today and it’ll all be done
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I’m sorry you have to resort to this.
I’m not really in any position to tell you not to do what you’re about to do. (No matter how much I want to.) But whether you go through with it or back out at the last second, I hope you find peace in whatever you choose.
Thank you, I already feel more at peace than I have in months knowing what’s to come x
Hi there, I’m sad that you want to die, I don’t want you to die, it’s not my choice, it’s yours but I’m in my bed on my phone and I just want you to know that I don’t want you to die, it would be amazing if you could find a reason to live, there’s always love for you x
Setting a date is a sure way to have it not happen. Think of all the people that can’t even stop smoking on a certain date.
On the 15th March, the date I set, I moved out of my family home into my own house with a friend. It’s crazy where the wind will blow you.