What a night…
No definitely not a good night, well if it did I wouldn’t be posting it here or even be here… But it feels like I was always end up here one way or another. I could confidently say that good no longer exist in my life. Especially tonight, a usual night where we would go out for dinner, but they didn’t… they didn’t see their child – me worn down and torn. Suffering from something that could never be resolve.
I’ve been deliberately giving hints and clues around me like the music I listen, the way I behaved, and the things I post or share in my FB, and still they don’t really care or they just don’t bother to. Even my so called friends… No one did, and this time. I’m sure I willl not be able to save myself this time.
S.O.S
Please someone or something… Save me from myself, save me from being devoured and enthralled by my own frightening mind.
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They might know, but they probably don’t want to believe it…. Or may not want to get involved too….
I’m sorry, finding people willing to and able to help is hard.