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It’s only February

by thoughtsinmute

I lost my job last week. My 5th job in 18 months. I haven’t told my family yet. I’ve signed up for some independent contractor jobs so I can bring in some money. I’m such a coward that I dragged my ass out of bed at 3:30am just to sit in my car all day and maintain the illusion that I have a job…all because I’m too afraid to tell anyone I lost another job. Some agent from the attorney generals office is calling me about the last job I lost. I got an order from the licensing board to appear for an evaluation, so if I want to keep my professional license and avoid a huge fine and/or expensive monitoring program I’m going to have to find a lawyer. I’m so broke I’m trying to sell off mutual funds in my IRA so I can free up some cash. I keep talking myself into and out of some sort of mental health counseling because I feel like I’m going to lose it soon. I’m so over this year already but then I know that I brought this all on myself.

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lonewolf23 2/10/2020 - 11:21 pm

I feel you man. I’m in a similar boat as you. I can’t hold down a job to save my life either. I know it’s kinda irresponsible and dangerous and I don’t know about you but I’m just unmotivated to do anything lately. I don’t see the point in continuing on. And im somebody who has it pretty decent and easy. Yet I feel like life is pointless.

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