I’ve gotten so numb to life that it feels like I’m in a dream state. I’m slowly detaching from reality and I can’t control it. Every day I stray further away from the world and people. I enjoy being alone. I don’t feel real any more and life is a never ending nightmare. So depressed that my mind is creating a facade. And I’m floating. That’s all I can do. The cuts don’t hurt. I have no energy. I feel nothing. All I want is for everything to end. I don’t want to pretend I’m normal. I don’t want to live. I don’t want to be anything.
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I read your post, I don’t want you to end. Keep posting.
Its valid to feel as you do, although it makes it impossible to fit in and no one will understand, it seems.
I hope you don’t worry yourself sick over it, and I hope you come to know and understand yourself, and feel oriented within whatever cosmology you discover
I can relate a lot with what you’ve said.
sometimes i too feel i’m in a dream. a side kick character in someone’s dream.. someone who is really fucked up and or having a never ending loop nightmare…