Believe it when I say tried to kill myself.
I caught a plane to Vietnam on the 15th of May 2020 – the plan was to have a good ..meal..have some decent sex then end it with a gun shot wound as I would be using the little savings I had left for a pleasurable time then go out with a bang. Unfortunately it was not meant to be. My Visa got approved online but upon arrival at the international Vietnamese airport they retracted granting people Visas because of the Corona Virus. Me and 20 other nationals from Russians to Canadians were returned back to our original destination.
Why Vietnam? it could have been anywhere other than Australia. Anywhere where my passport would have been burnt and no one would know what my real identity would be so that my pitiful suicide would have not reached those i should have took vengeance on. Those that know me would not known I’ve disappeared. To be invisible through death is better to be alive in poverty and despair.