Okay so i recently lost my crappy job at a fish plant, only to get shit on by my so called friend that was “disappointed ” in me. Like its my fault my damn crap Volkswagen broke down. Now im out of a job, no money but just 500 dollars left and im 23 with Two college degrees still living with my mom. I feel like just killing myself again, but i know it wont work. I hate the fact that my parents made me and gave birth KNOWING i would suffer in this world before going to suffer eternity in hell.
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With two degrees you can hopefully find another job, at least you have youth to fall back on.
There is nothing wrong with living with your mom at 23, I think the average move out age is like 25-28 these days, it’s not easy to get out on your own and it takes some planning. I don’t know your whole situation but a lot of people help their parents too, financially or emotionally.
How do you figure they knew you would suffer?
I feel ya… I was a police recruit for two days but made the stupid decision to quit because of some reasons I can’t fix. It was my lifelong dream. I could’ve stuck through with it. It brings me great guilt thinking of everyone who knew I was going to the academy and how I failed them.
I have little money in the bank too and I’m 23 living with my mom. I don’t want to kill myself but I also want to die. Why is life like this.
Because life fucking sucks. But every just lies saying Oh it’ll better.
Not that it matters what I think, but I truly don’t think you’re a loser for having to live with your mom. You’ve already got two college degrees. You had a job that had to let you go for a reason there’s no need to be guilty about. You’re doing the best with what you have, and that’s all you can do. Shame on your friend for trying to make you feel even more shitty about a situation you already feel shitty about. You’re on your way to being able to afford to live on your own. You’re definitely not a loser! If you feel like everybody else is ahead of you, remember that there’s no such thing as a certain age people are supposed to reach their goals by.