I am tired of it all

I don’t know how you feel, or what you situation is.. I know things can be tough sometimes. I myself have experienced this, and more, and less.. I think the anger is something you can ultimately work with and mold yourself into someone else, into something more. Sadness, also can be used as a tool to reinvent yourself. It’s when you begin to feel nothing at all is when you should feel concerned. From the way you describe things I feel like you will get past this. You will become stronger because of it. It’s always darkest before the dawn.. I hate those lonely feelings when that sunsets and that moon rises. The internet is vast but most times I feel like I am alone. I’ve reached out on so many websites, wishing, hoping that there was some “Internet entity” that would just come and take me away someday. Trinity, Morpheus, anyone.

I hope you begin to feel better soon. Just know that there are strangers out there who care.. took the time to read your post and reply. You are not alone.. Not by a long shot. If I could, i’d take ALL of my “land of misfits” to someplace special with me where everyone could feel alive and happy. Someplace just for us. I wish you well, friend. Goodluck.

(And if you really did leave us.. this post at the very least served as someone, something for me to type to. I don’t have many friends these days anymore. I’m not sure if that’s by choice or if people are just weirded out by me.