So hello long time no see.
It’s been 1 year and 6 months.
I had been doing fine, actually, I think I almost, just like almost felt happy. Can you believe it? Me neither.
But since I am a complete failure, obviously I would relapse again. I am feeling so much anxiety, the thoughts of suicide are back again, today I hit myself in the face so many times and I just couldn’t believe that I am returning to my old habits, I am losing control of my anger all over again.
I really thought I could win this battle against my mental health, but oh boy was I wrong.
I am a few days from turning 25, and feeling like I am 17 all over again. I am on medication again and going to therapy but I am just tired of this shit.
Please let me be free