Belonging

Do you ever feel like you don’t belong, that even though people say they care and love you that it feels like it’s fake that just because they know your struggling they feel they have to say it. That they don’t really mean it. That it sounds like it’s forced. Because it does for me I don’t feel like I belong in my own home I feel like I just need to be here to feed and clothe everyone. I guess if I felt pretty I’d be a cinderlla in my own family. Just without the fancy godmother. Most days I don’t even consider my own feelings because what use does it do to wish on being able to be open about my feelings when no one wants to listen.