I feel like mylife is falling to pieces and don’t know what to do….my boyfriend for 13 years hate me and want me out of his house….i have a child for him… she is 8 years old… the way he makes me feel, is like i cutting myself on the leg,belly and breast too…. i also drug myself untill i cant move just to be happy.
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You deserve better. You deserve someone who appreciates you and loves you, not someone like that.
You should consider living with your parents or someone else you trust until you are able to get on your feet. It’s hard to hold down a job when you are emotionally distressed.
I’ve never self-harmed so I can’t really relate, but I’d just suggest not hurting yourself as you need your body to make changes in your life. Also think about job interviews and your appearance. Plus it won’t do anything to fix your situation and could make it worse.
He sounds like a terrible person and it seems like a toxic environment for yourself and your child. Once the love and respect is gone in a relationship, then it can only get worse from there so it’s best to leave him.
Do whatever it takes. For your daughter’s sake.