Hurt

He said I was too late for him. That I didn’t tell him in time, I hate myself for it. Everything hurts and all that can make it better is having him. He is all I could ever want and it sucks being in love and not having him hurts more then a death could ever, I’m starting to lose myself without him and it breaks my heart more and more everyday. He says one day in the future but what if im gone before i get a chance to be with him