It really hurts that most people still ignore me as if i don’t exist anymore. It makes me even much more depressed now, spiraling downward to the lowest point. And to be very honest, it makes me also even more suicidal, it’s like my life & my existence doesn’t have any worth/value anymore, and that’s very depressing and it’s NOT easy at all.
Is all my mistakes really that bad, that most people now just can’t forgive me anymore? Even when i’ve already tried? I’ve tried to say hi first, I’ve tried to be warm & nice again, I’ve tried almost EVERYTHING, but WHY people are still like this to me?
It’s a cold, cruel, & unforgiving world, human’s society, life, existence, & reality.
Honestly, I feel like an useless failure & complete total loser, maybe better to just die.
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Take care, I think sometimes we feel forgotten and ignored when really people just don’t see that we need their attention.
Hi, please know that most people do care, even if we do not always voice it. Please, do disregard the news and all that; I will all people stopped paying attention to the news. You are our dear neighbour who is there for us and helps us by looking after our home when we’re not there. You are the sweet employee who is kind to everyone and genuinely wishes the best for all, you are desired and loved even if we do not voice it. Forgive us for forgetting our words, hopefully we as a society may improve.
You sound a lot like me… it isn’t enough people caring and not voice it. It’s like playing a sick joke on someone. Why let them suffer and not reach out with your admiration for them? You either care or you don’t.
This isn’t an attack comment or anything. Just, the world would be a lot easier if people would be honest about their feelings of positivity for someone, instead of watching them silently rot and not doing anything.
It’s not good to continue to be the helpful neighbour or the friendly co-worker and have others take you for granted.